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It happens all the time, at every stage of my life......

I take a step back, I try to analyze. And I still don't know why.

Can anyone tell me why?

Then again, I can't be bothered to find out why. I just want a change, for once.

Maybe its the evil aura hanging all around me. Hmmm......

Something that nurses are not supposed to commit, I did.

Medication error.

Patient's safety first. I heard that so often, so often I thought I had it ingrained my brain. Aah, the word 'I thought". Never 'thought' my friends, make sure u see, u check, check and check.

I feel like slicing myself. Shit. There goes my appraisal. There goes everything. One stain in my career.


I must thank Him though that the event didn't affect the patient in any way. Should anything untoward had happened to the patient, I would carry the guilt for the rest of my life.

Hands that heal, can kill...

Then again, what's done cannot be undone. I will learn from the mistake. I vow to be a safe nurse.

I'm sorry I compromised your safety. I truly am.

Life is just but a full circle. It takes you all around, misleading you into thinking that you've gone somewhere, only to make you realise later that you are back where you started. And just when you think you could see the end, you realise that it is nothing more than an optical illusion.

Life is harsh.

When there's life, there's hope. But then again, when there's hope, there's disppointment.

If life was tangible, I would give it a good thrashing.

If life was human, it'd probably the most conniving, manipulating soul ever.

Its been a month since I took on the role of a registered nurse and officially entered the workforce. It has been a fulfilling month so far, and hopefully there'll be more months (and years) of those to come. =)

Work life has been hectic and the ultimate aim of the day is to complete my (tonnes of 'em)checklists. 5 more months to the end of probation so, hang in there, moo! I shall start planning how I should celebrate, upon receiving confirmation. A trip to good old Tokyo perhaps? Hehehe. I so can't waitt. =)



i've seen enough to believe in karma, so i tell myself to be nice. Give others a chance. but sometimes, it's just so difficult to suppress the inner bitch in me. Susah tau... -pulls hair in distress- I can only pray that comes judgement day, He forgives me. Haiz...