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i miss school.
i miss them.
i miss burning midnight oils.
i miss biology.
i miss studying*.

When you stay at home for too long, you'll start longing for the most ridiculous things*. Less than a week left to re-opening of school and I can't waitt. =) I'm not looking forward to the first day tho because my 2 kakis would not be there. =( They're off somewhere, debating. Nonetheless, good luck girls!!

Its been raining heavily. Dark clouds, lightning and thunder. Gloomy and frightening at times. As if someone has incurred His wrath.

I like it only just after the rain stops. The coolness and dampness of the air. The freshness of the air. The rain seems to have cleansed your soul. I like that feeling. A sense of rejuvenation. If only I could take a long walk in this weather.......

But this weather will soon be over. And soon, it'll be back to the all familiar hot and humid Singapore. =( Where I'll be soaked with perspiration and roasted.

currently listening: Tears by X Japan

Friendster is playing Copperfield. Poof! My photos all disappeared. Poof! It appeared again. Poof! It disappeared, yet again. Last I checked, friendster swallowed thirty of my photos, leaving me with only two. Thanks eh, friend-ster. One more time you mess with me, i will terminate my account. Hmmph! (Cheedebah! macam betul sak.. haahaa)

It's raining today. I'm in the mood for sad movies. OK, i'm just being random here. I feel like blogging but I have no idea what to write about so yeah, a random entry.

That's it. Unless the malay weddings stop employing old uncles/aunties to sing (were they even singing? geez), I am not going to attend any of them anymore! I'm serious, hor.

I'm going deaf. And I'm sure you know why.

Oh yeah, if any of my dear friends decide to commit the same terrible mistake on their wedding day, I kirim salam sua. Muaaaaahaaaaaha.

Its funny how you can be so closely related but emotionally, you are miles apart.

I attended her wedding today. I didn't want to but I had to. According to dear mum, it is my responsibility to attend it. It is after all, my sister's wedding. I have to admit she looked great, apart from the inch-thick make-up. Those mak-andams. Goodness. Anyway, the thing is, throughout the whole ceremony, i was void of emotions. I didn't feel her happiness, shared her joy like any sister would. I could see that she was euphoric but that's it. I felt nothing. It felt as though I was attending a stranger's wedding. Somebody that I didn't know. Somebody that didn't matter much to me. Sad, but it's true.

Oh yeah, i barely exchanged ten words with her. So overall, the experience was terrible. I was alone and i couldn't fit in. I still have to attend her majlis persandingan tomorrow. So i guess i'll have to bring john grisham and couple of others for company. In that way, I wouldn't feel so alone. =(

I have nothing against her. Although I don't feel her happiness/share her joy, I'd still hope she's happy. Everyone has a right to happiness and she's not an exception.


Did I say that they'll have karaoke for tmr's wedding? OMG. I loathe malay weddings!

The marathon is coming to an end. I can see the finishing line. I can see it. Just a lil' bit more left to go. Just push myself further and i'll complete it. Hopefully, it'll end it with a victory.

The days in nyp have been filled with both sweet and unpleasant memories. The building (or rather, only the SHS block) that i'm so familiar with, the teachers (only those that deserved to be remembered =P), the food (south canteen, cheap McDonalds) and the friendships that i've built. I'm going to miss them all.

Time spent chilling with them over lunch, studying together (trying so hard to decipher what organ/vessel that was) at the bio lab, recording our 'home' made video and our bonding sessions outside are moments that I hold dear and will keep in memory. I can still remember these moments vividly and hopefully, it won't fade with time. At the very least, I still have the video with me. I can still watch it, even if it's ten years down the road. =)

If I could turn back time, I'd go through it again. Go through both the happy and bitter experiences again. I wouldn't change anything because each experience (be it good or bad) had a purpose.

Next in the pipeline is PRCP. Let's pray that it'll be uneventful and i'll pass it on the first attempt. =) Hopefully after that, I'll be a nurse that's both competent and efficient. And not a nurse that they want to strike off the register.