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Saturday, March 17, 2007

What does it feel to really, really like someone? Oh, I'm heterosexual btw. I shall not even try to use the word love because the notion of love itself is just far too complex. I can't fully fathom what like is, so how to understand what love is?

I've had tonnes (perhaps even zillions) of crushes. Oh well, blame it on my raging hormones. I'm a growing girl, hokay. =) I've never had the opportunity to really, truly like someone. So, i wonder. A lot. What it feels like when you've been bitten by the bug. Does it make you lose your inhibitions, or perhaps even your whole self? Because, I know some people do. And that's quite sad isn't it? But then again, i've seen people remain the way they are or even changed for the better. Hmm. Aiyah, must take into account individual differences i guess. But, but i'm still curious. Heh. If only like is tangible. Its easier to understand and measure what like is if it has physical dimensions. Then, maybe then, I could understand why people change because of it.


Hmm, if only i could understand why sepet eyes are so irresistable. Hah!


Every girl dreams of her knight in shining armour. Cheesy? Yeah, i know. Very. But it's true isn't it? At some point in time of their lives, girls do fantasize about these things. I know i do. Heh.
But all that i remember of my knight is, he's taller (than me f'course) and has SEPET eyes. =D Ok lar, if you're a girl and you don't, then you're a freak. =P

I like those dreams (or any dreams actually). Because dreams are soo, perfect. The utimate utopia. =) A place where only happiness and sunshine reign. Some may disagree because nothing in this world is perfect and perfect is boring. What would happiness mean if there was no sadness to balance it? What would goodness means if there was no evil to balance it?

Oh well, i guess imperfection has ruled the world for too long. It would be great to have a change, even if its only for a day or perhaps just only in my dreams.


I don't really know where this entry is going. I'm just letting my fingers do all the work while brain gets its hour long rest.


I miss the old days. I memorized the conflict management notes like crazy but I've never applied it. What a dung.


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