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Its funny how you can be so closely related but emotionally, you are miles apart.

I attended her wedding today. I didn't want to but I had to. According to dear mum, it is my responsibility to attend it. It is after all, my sister's wedding. I have to admit she looked great, apart from the inch-thick make-up. Those mak-andams. Goodness. Anyway, the thing is, throughout the whole ceremony, i was void of emotions. I didn't feel her happiness, shared her joy like any sister would. I could see that she was euphoric but that's it. I felt nothing. It felt as though I was attending a stranger's wedding. Somebody that I didn't know. Somebody that didn't matter much to me. Sad, but it's true.

Oh yeah, i barely exchanged ten words with her. So overall, the experience was terrible. I was alone and i couldn't fit in. I still have to attend her majlis persandingan tomorrow. So i guess i'll have to bring john grisham and couple of others for company. In that way, I wouldn't feel so alone. =(

I have nothing against her. Although I don't feel her happiness/share her joy, I'd still hope she's happy. Everyone has a right to happiness and she's not an exception.


Did I say that they'll have karaoke for tmr's wedding? OMG. I loathe malay weddings!