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My emotions are screwed. There's like a zillion feelings in me now. i can feel my heart racing and my pulse bounding, but i don't know why. i try to freeze my emotions, single them out and try to resolve them. But i can't. It just keeps pouring in. At an increasing speed. I feel as if i'm in a car with Michael Shumacher taking the driver's seat. =( i'm trying so hard to breathe now. -inhales slowly- trying. -exhales slowly-

So many emotions all at once. Happy, sad, bitter, regret, etc. Oh gosh, i sound like i'm psychologically imbalanced. Bleargh. anyway,this never happened before. I guess, maybe i've drank too much tea (caffeine overdrive?). maybe.

several minutes later,

phew. im feeling quite all right now. the heart's still racing quite a bit though. -takes deep breaths-