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I am tired and freaking pissed. I don't know what you want from me. Aren't I good enough? What more do you expect? I am not you. I am me. You can't make me like the things you like, do the things you do. I am a totally different individual, no matter how closely related we are. I am turning 19 and yeah, i'm still treated like a small child. Can't you have more faith in me? Being in a bad mood doesn't give you the right to displace your anger on me! I try so hard to please you that i am so tired of it. Really tired. I've done everything you asked me to. What else you want me to do? Just because i don't listen/agree with you, i've sinned?

I know of the sacrifices that you made. I acknowledge them and I am grateful for it. But all i'm asking is a little more trust. Just a lil' more. I go home late at night not because i went clubbing/f**king around okay! I was involved in meaningful activities to enrich my poly life. Is it wrong to be involved with school stuff? Maybe I should just quit school altogether, not make any damn frens and just stay at home and do your every bidding. Maybe that will make you happy. Yeah you know what, maybe i really should.