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I was browsing through my email and a pal sent me this link. Look what i got. The Tickle quiz was title "Who's your type?"

You fall hard and fast for the preppy man!

If he's conservative, friendly, and proper, he's just your sort! You fall hard and fast for the preppy man. Whether it's because of his handsome appearance or his impeccable hygiene, this man is a safe bet! He's fun and social without being immature or laddish. Your man is refined, associates with a refined crowd, and has a bit of an air tossed in for good measure. This suburban male is always put together well. He's simply cool, calm, and collected. Another quality that draws you to him is his ambition. He aims for success and follows the path that will lead him there. You respect how he always makes time for his friends and has a tendency to be a little silly. With this cheeky, well-groomed, man, you can rest assured that your life will be a dream!

If only =D haiz.. Fa and I discussed the quiz and we shared our answers. She likes clowns. LOL. I like preppy man. Which is cool actually. We won't fall for the same person. =D No pulling of hair or catfights whatsoever.. LOL. Nah, i won't fight with my gerfrens (InsyaAllah). I love them loads. For now, i'd much prefer friendship and single-ness. =D My preppy man can come later.=) Woohoo!

Started at 8 today and worked until 2 before I left for school. Work was as usual, tiring. Although it has only been 3 days, i dread it. I don't want to work anymore. =( The workload's too heavy for me. Even nursing ain't that bad. Geez, i got to find an excuse to the tell the boss then. What should I say?? If she were'nt my relative, perhaps quitting would have been much easier. Haiz.

World Skills Training today. It was bad too. It was on asthma. C'mon moonie. Asthma? Whats so difficult? Yet, I screwed it up. Cheetot. Anyway, this lecturer told us that they might be planning a week study visit to Hamamatsu, Japan for all of us. Yeay!! I want to go!! Its Japan. The place that i've been wanting so much to go.But, 2 problems. One is moolah. Two is it clashes with the overseas attachment. If the trip is sponsored, it'd be cool! I said i don't wish but this time round, I'll make a wish. -i hope its sponsored!- But seriously, even if i can't go Japan this time round, it's okay. There'll still be loads of chances in the future. Cheer up moon! So cher, your superlovers gotta waitt hor! Haahaa.

oouh yeah, i changed my blogskin again. Sick of seeing Hyde's face. Lol. Nah, its the font. It appears small and cher complains that its hurting her eyesight. See how nice i am?? N i have no idea that in your eyes, i have anthrax-stricken lips. LOL.

I wanna make loads of money. Not that much lar, just enough to cover my travelling expenses. Not travelling around S'pore hor...

Working in a cafe or nursing? I'd much prefer the latter, thank you. I'm not cut out to be a waitress. Period. =D Be my patron and I assure you, you'll starve to death. Muahhhaaahaa!! I am not kidding. Its worst if the cafe's tables are not numbered. I don't know who's orders belongs to who and may end up serving you the wrong food. So, sorry okay! Not like I purposely intend to do that. Be more forgiving lar. I'm new kayz. Chettot! And i'm so blardy tired. I am not only a waitress but also, a cleaner, a runner (run errands here n there.. geez, they never seem to end) and dishwasher. Belly good hor? Well, what to do? Im a multi-tasker/juggler.=D

Tomorrow's world skills training yet again. Got to go and prepare for it. Outz for now. =D

I am in much, much better mood now. Thankfully. Big hugs to my friends that cared. =D Mwahhhks..

Yesterday was bbq day. It was fun but could've been better if Cher was there. =( There were loads of food! Yummy. The 300 bucks were definitely well spent coz the food were delicious. We had otah, chicken, stingray, squids, crab meat, sausages, prawns, fried rice and noodles, fruits and marshemellows dipped in hersey's choc. Woohoo!! There's many more lar but i can't seem to remember. Hurhur. Must be because i ate too much. =P The bbq started with bbq-ing food f'course. I chipped in helping to bbq the food, that is until hoong eng and mics took over. Hehhe... Our imported chefs. =P Our dear mannequin couldn't wait to eat and once he started, well he never stopped.

After which, we proceeded to playing games. We were divided into teams of 4 and the losing team would be thrown water bombs. My team lost and i fell many times. Haaahaa.. That's so expected right? Everybody got wet anyway, not just the losing team. It was a mad rush of getting everybody wet. Nobody cared if the other party brought extra clothes or not. Haaaha.. And the best part f'course was dunking ppl in the sea!! Fa got the honor. Birthday gerl must be sabo-ed! So, at the count of 3, whooosh! Fa was in the water. It was hilarious man. Besides her, our dear Shid, Andy and Lydia got dunked too. haaahaa. We wanted to dunk Asyik too but oh well, he's too BIG. Lol. After the games, we went back to eating again. Nothing else to do what. Haaahaa. And f'course, took pictures. We also celebrated Fa and Lydia's birthday. The cake was superb. Wasn't like the previous cakes that our class used to order. Haaahaa.. And then, it was time to go home. =( I like bbqs! Not because of the food, but because i get to have fun with my friends. Eat together, play together. It brings our class closer together. If only cher had been there! Nyehh. Lol.

Cheers to NR0416!

I am tired and freaking pissed. I don't know what you want from me. Aren't I good enough? What more do you expect? I am not you. I am me. You can't make me like the things you like, do the things you do. I am a totally different individual, no matter how closely related we are. I am turning 19 and yeah, i'm still treated like a small child. Can't you have more faith in me? Being in a bad mood doesn't give you the right to displace your anger on me! I try so hard to please you that i am so tired of it. Really tired. I've done everything you asked me to. What else you want me to do? Just because i don't listen/agree with you, i've sinned?

I know of the sacrifices that you made. I acknowledge them and I am grateful for it. But all i'm asking is a little more trust. Just a lil' more. I go home late at night not because i went clubbing/f**king around okay! I was involved in meaningful activities to enrich my poly life. Is it wrong to be involved with school stuff? Maybe I should just quit school altogether, not make any damn frens and just stay at home and do your every bidding. Maybe that will make you happy. Yeah you know what, maybe i really should.

Hi everybody, I am LABBY! Haha. Yeah, that's my new moniker for now and its probably gonna stick with me for a while. Nyett. Can't blame anybody actually coz it sorta started from me. Me and my big mouth (literally). Grrr...

And apparently, I have too much make up on that I probably look like a getai singer. Right cher? But hey, somebody has to do the job right? If not, who to entertain those 'brudders'?? Lol. =D

Aniwae, back to my day at the ward. The kids in my cubicle were great! And thankfully, so were the parents. They were nice and polite. It just makes all the work seem worth it. =) Although there weren't many things to do lar.. Haahaa. I think i will miss them. No, I am missing them already, especially those that have been discharged. Not that I want to them to continue staying in the hospital. I just pray that they'll grow healthily and enjoy their childhood. =D

I read Fa's blog. And then I read Cher's. So, the million-dollar question comes in. Why am I in nursing? I have to admit that this was initially my MUM's choice. She decided what she thought was best for me, and being the filial (or is it?)daughter I am, I just went along with it. Not that I regret being in nursing. Its just that, some days, I do wonder. Where would I be now if I weren't in nursing? Hmmm..
The scary thing now is, I don't see myself as a nurse yet. Yeah, although I am in Year 2/Sem 2, going on to year 3 and graduating soon. I don't know if I have that capability to perform as a 'good' nurse. I guess I'll have to keep my fingers crossed and pray that I'll find that confidence soon. If cannot find how? DIE LOR (i mean, not literally die).

Its good friday! Yeay, another public holiday. Another day of rest. =) Yesterday was a good simply because Bak Quah was not in the same shift as me. Instead, I had Fa! Woohoo! Yesterday was probably the only day that I'f be working with her. =( Different hospitals. Even if we are working in the same hospital and ward, we'd be in different shifts. Haiz. Come Monday, its back to working with pigs again. Nyett.

Ended late last night and we decided to take bus 67 home. We were walking under the sheltered walkway towards the bus stop when our dearest Shid suddenly screamed "CICAK!". The result: Fa and I screamed. And she ran just like lipas kudung! Haaaaahaa. That was hilarious. Everyone at the bus stop was staring at us.Probably wondering what four girls in nursing uniforms were screaming about. Damnz. It was so embarassing.

The bus ride was terrible. We were like packed sardines! It was full yet people still tried their very best to squeeze in. Gosh, can't they just wait for another one? And I almost died of body odour intoxication. Lucky I didn't collapse. Otherwise poor Jun, Shid and Fa will have to resuscitate me. Lol. That wasn't the end. Guess who we met on the bus? Yep, that Bak Quah! Can't seem to avoid him can I? Grrrrrrrrr.......

First day of my paeds attachment. The perks: Working my clique. The downside: The existence of Bak Quah (oh-i-seem-to-know-everything), farmers and clerks-in-the-cupboard (always seem to be frowning and pouting. What the hell?) Overall, there was nothing much that was done on the first day. I just passed my time away playing with the children. =) The orientation was endless and it was a total bore! Monotonous and the slides were not in the least interesting. I think I was slept halfway coz i can't seem to recall what was being said. heehee. Can't blame me. I was really sleepy and the talk was just simply too much.

Another day of attachment tomorrow. Lets hope it'll be a much better day tomorrow. SHITT. How to? When i am in the same cubicle as my pseudo-boyfriend @ Mr Bak Quah?? =(

SHINKANSEN & MOUNT FUJI



TOKYO



SHINKANSEN



SHIBUYA


My dream: To go Japan =) I chatted with Fa today and we both decided to go travelling together. She'll accompany me to my dream place (Japan) and I'll accompany her to hers (Norway) to watch the simply breathtaking Aurora Borealis. If we have extra time or moolah, we'll drop by Europe (London, Paris, Greece, Holland). And we'll stay at those classy hotels. Those with amazing views that you get to see from the rooms. =) Woohoo! I can hardly waitt. Travelling with your good pal without parents.. Woohoo.. Havoc manz!! =D Save up! Save up! Japan, here i come!!!

Debate training yesterday. And yeah, i was supposed to debate. I was in the proposition and the motion was that this house believe in capital punishment. I tell you, I felt so amateurish amongst those people. My mind's just too narrow.. I can never seem to think out of the box. Seriously, why did I join? Aaaarrrgghh!! Heck it. Now that I'm already in, I just got to go through it. There'll be more debates to come anyway. Oh yeah, not forgetting all the ang-moh potatoes that tag along as well. =(

The world skills competition seems so far away now. I've lost like 70% of my confidence. Every training just felt like shitt. Always end up saying, if only i'd done this.. Sayonara Japan for now. But not for too long. Once i've saved up enough moolah, i'll turn the whole nation upside down. Woohoo! Waitt for me hor!

I have many things that I want to achieve in life. So many that I don't even know sometimes if i could fulfil them all. I want to be successful. I want my family to be able to hold our head up high. No longer have to be looked down upon. I hope that the Almighty would bless me and be with throughout this journey.

Exams are finally over. Phew! Although i screwed up my medical-surgical paper =(.

Now that exams are over, its attachment time. This time round, i'll be off to the bull's cage (translate that to Malay and you'll know where i'm heading to.) I'm kinda looking forward to this attachment because finally, my kakis and I get to be in the same hospital and ward! Although some of us are not in the same shift. Nyehh. All that Bak Quah's fault! bleargh..

Why in heaven's name did i volunteer for the debate? What did I get myself into? I just don't have the confidence to debate. Limited vocab, limited content. How to debate? I'd just end up doing what i did everytime i see my lecturers. Become a blabbering idiot. I must have damaged my Broca's area. Damn. Let's just hope and pray that I end up as the reserve. -wink wink- I'll be the one with the banner cheering my mates on and banging the tables saying 'hear, hear'. =)

Wardah's expecting. Congrats my erm.. aunt? my mum's cuzzie? Its just too difficult to decipher the relationship. My family's just too complicated. Haaaha. You are one fertile woman.. waaaahaaaha.

If I had a daughter, I'd name her Myra. Mind you its mai-rah not mi-rah, and its not mynah either. Short and sweet. =)

Parents should be more considerate/tactful/far-sighted when it comes to choosing their child's name. Make sure it is as short as possible. Otherwise, that poor child would be cursing everytime he/she has to shade his/her name on the OAS. I fully understand because yours truly does that everytime. =)