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I have to admit that I am grateful to have friends like Fa and Cher around me. They are different from the peers i've had so far. Yeah, they talk crap but in actual fact, there's more to them than talking crap. I know that my entry may seem similar to that of Fa's..but who cares? i just everyone to know what great friends i've got and i'm proud of it.

Cher - First impression? A oh-dun-mess-with-me b*tch. Boy, was i wrong. She's like the leader of the pack... Maybe its because of the age difference. She's more matured... She has a quality that not many others have and that what makes me grateful to have a friend like her. That is... she's not judgemental and accepts you for who you really are. I'm sure those who know her would agree with me. And that is what i'm trying to learn from her. I admit that i'm quick to judge people and i have to change that.

Fa- The first person i talked to when i entered NYP and have been stuck with her ever since. She's by far, one of the few Malay girls that i call a good friend. One reason why i like her? well, cause she's not a minah.... she can-not make it man.. haha... Beyond that crazy, wacky facade of her, there lies an inner Fa with admirable aspirations. She brings me back to reality.. She pulls me closer to my roots, my religion.. reminding me of who i really am. Thanks girl...

I'm not saying that i don't have other friends... I do appreciate also having people like rashidah, jun, fadhilah, has around me. I guess its because i'm a little, minute, puny, teeny-weeny bit closer to them. Aniwaez, i feel grateful to have these people around me, making my poly life so much better and livelier.

We, humans are really weird. When we don't have something, we yearn for it but once we have it, we don't want/cherish it.. Be it people around us or things.. its the same..

Take for example, my school hols. When I was on attachment, i yearned for the holidays.. I wanted it soo badly. Counted down the days, hours, minutes and even seconds to my holidays... Now that i'm having it, I'm sick of it. Okay, maybe its because I have nothing to do. The house is forever empty ever since my dad and bro left for melbourne.. My mum will only be back at ard 9.. So, for most of the time, i'm alone. i'm bored and trying to find ways to spend my time wisely.. haiz..

I have one more thing to rant about... Why are people just so god damn rude? Does it kill you to show some courtesy? My mum went to the A&E because of heart palpitations and upon leaving, the staff told my mum that they will call her the next day regarding her appointment with the cardiologist.. We waited for the call the next day but there was none. Ok fine.. perhaps they were too busy. we can tolerate tt. So, the following day, my mum called up the A&E regarding the appt. The rude person i'm talking about is tis woman tt answered the phone. The tone tt she used while talking to my mum was inappropriate and she was reluctant to even listen to what my mum had to say... She just said tt they were busy and SLAMMED the phone.. What the hell? Okay, we understand tt the people there are busy but is it difficult for u ,PCA LEE, to speak to your patients in nice, polite manner? Why did you even have to SLAM the phone? Do you know that you attitude has tarnished the good name of that particular hospital? What if so happened that the person on the phone was a foreigner? They'll be wondering what kind of service we have right here in Singapore.

I suggest that hospitals educate their staff on proper communication skills to prevent such incidents from repeating themselves, incurring the wrath of many others.

Some advice: If you're busy or you're reluctant to answer a call, then DON'T BOTHER. I'd rather have my call unanswered than having to put up with your rudeness/reluctant behavior. At least, it doesn't spoil my day.

Yesterday night, I had a one-on-one battle with............................................................................... a cockroach. Yes, its tt small, disgusting crawling creature... ewww, how i hate them. Aniwaez, back to my story. I was going to my kitchen to get myself a drink.. When i switched on my kitchen lights, i saw something flew by. I thought i was dreamin... ( it was like 2.00 am in the morning...) The next moment, i saw it.. That disgusting @$%#@$#$^%$ (my vocab is limited so i'm resortin to this to espress my hate for tt creature) ting was happily "hinggap-ing" on my kitchen door. I plucked up my courage and ran into the kitchen, grabbing my all-powerful weapon, Mr Baygon.
I approached tt ting slowly and once i've correctly positioned myself, I sprayed as much Baygon as I could on tt stoopid, nyenyott lipas.. I tink tt lipas got dizzy coz it fell the ground... I didn't wanna give up.. I was bent on killing that creature which has trespassed my property... And so, i chased the roach, spraying the Baygon at it as I ran. Unfortunately for me, I slipped and fell.. OUCH!! ( my floor is ceramic tiles k..)The floor was slippery because of the Baygon tt was sprayed.... Inilah namanya senjata makan tuan. I can't believe I am such a klutz.. Is it my innate ability? oh god.. According to fa, its my hidden talent. Whatever it is, i'm now left with a bruised knee... idiott...
Nevertheless, tt nyenyott roach didn't survive either.. I found it dead the next morning under the couch.. Cause of death: Baygon Intoxication i guess... hehe. Goodbye u disgusting trespasser...

I HATE COCKROACHES..... GELINYER... the gimme goosebumps.. ewwwwwwwwww...

ATTACHMENT OVER!! Yay... my hols are finally here. Been waiting for it.... After spending 7 weeks in the hospital, I miss school... I miss my friends...

Hmm... 7 weeks training in NUH..... the best word to describe my stint there is TIRING... it wears me out man... Overall, it was fun tho... I've had my share of lovely and not-so lovely experiences.. Memories that i'll keep with me.... There's one thing that I must comment tho... Is it soo difficult for Singaporeans to say thank you or at the very least, smile??? I understand the fact that they're worried for their loved ones well being but courtesy is all I'm asking for... Do you know what impact a smile or a thank you has on ppl like us? the healthcare workers... nope i should say professionals.. =P It just makes our day especially after an exceptionally tiring and stressful day.... It serves as a motivation for us..... Haiz...

Working in NUH has also been an emotional roller coaster ride for me... There are always ppl who will constantly irritate and PISS me off.. ( i shan't mention names) even the doc can be annoying... you doc big shot is it? however, there are those that i simply love working with... Kak Siti!! (not me.. its another siti) I lurvve you.. muacks!! hehe.

After these 7 weeks, i still love nursing... i still love doing it and no annoying person can deter me from loving my job.... Special thanks to all the staff of WARD 41 and 53 of NUH for the warm hospitality and guidance... It was greatly appreciated.