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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Ayah and luqman leaving for melbourne tomorrow.... Haiz, I'm soo sad. -sob sob- They are still here but I'm already starting to miss them. =( I'm going to be so lonely... Its not like I'm not going to see them again.... prob during my hols... but.. the feeling is different. We'll be living in 2 different countries, no, continents actually. (Australia is a continent by itself rite..... I hope i got this rite... i'm really poor at geography) I won't get to see them everyday like i'm used to now. I'm really going to miss that lil' rascal.... Aaargghh!! He can be annoying at times but he's still my baby brother after all... I wish they didn't have to go. I hate goodbyes... =(

I'm also gonna miss my dad's green bean soup... One and only sia... He always cooks it for me, yes, specially for me. When I come back home from attachment, I have dessert to eat. Never got sick of eating it. Okay, i'm going to cry soon. Maintain moonie...maintain. -takes a deep breath- Soon, I'll have no more dessert... Must cook myself. I hate thinking of the fact that i will be going back home to an empty house after tomorrow. Umi will be working from 8 to 8, so she won't be back till bout 9. I'll be soo lonely. I dislike being in an empty house. It soo...cold, lifeless, gloomy and I hate that. I feel insecure.

What to do? Separation is inevitable in a person's life. I'll just have to accept it. I just wish them bon voyage & semoga mereka selamat sampai di melbourne esok. Insyallah.

p.s: To luqman.. if you come back talking to me in a funny accent, i'm going to jotos your kepala!! Jgn lupa bahasa melayu oi.... All the best my dearest. Love you loads, millions....

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