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2 papers gone.... 2 more to go.. time seems to fly so slowly... 36 hours more to freedom..a time when i can finally rest my head, mind, body...hmm..practically everything. Dunno why but my problems never seems to end... they just seem to cling on to me...refusing to let go.... I keep asking myself... when is this going to end? when can i really find peace? urggh... irrrritating... damn exams just makes it worse.
But i noe...i'm not the only one with problems... others are having it worst than me... some might be mourning for the loss of their loved ones... what's that compared to my problems.. I should be thankful to Almighty for what i have now. Sempurna, alhamdullilah. Life is really unpredictable/fragile. one moment you're talking a person and the next moment, she/he might have left.. for good. forever. Sad but that's what life's all about. that's why we've been taught from young never to take things for granted..... unfortunately, even after years of drilling that into our minds, those words just don't seem to stay . we still do take things for granted. I noe i did. Just like what happened to Baba, my late deaaaarrrest grandma. When she was still alive, i loved to quarrel with her, found her a pain. She was always asking me to do this and that. Just can't leave me alone. The last time i saw her was before she entered CCU after a cardiac bypass. I wasn't even there when she passed on. How unfilial i am... i really regretted it. But, my dearest moonie, it's all useless now. All i pray for rite now is that Allah mencucuri rohnya dan merahmatinya. Amin. If only she was still here, if only....